More questions than Answers

Chaparral....hmmm, I ordered some, but on the bag it says not to be taken internally. Is this just another scare tactic? I have read up on this, and it seems as long as you don't have too much.....I'll make some tea according to the directions, a weak tea, and give it a shot. It's been used for years by the natives as a cure for cancer, along with other natural items. Still, I am a little apprehensive now. I am going to go with my gut on this one. I know already that I have won this battle, but to find maintenance herbs and teas are something I need to figure out at this point. I will continue with the vegies and cutting out sugar, meat, preservatives, hormones and keep it simple. This may seem simple enough, but its so hard to keep everyone in the family happy and eating. It does take a lot more to prepare a meal which everyone is benefiting from.
I have to go for another blood test tomorrow, and will find out all the results next week. I'm getting butterflies because am excited about these results. If by chance they are the results I am not wanting, I'll have to dig in a little deeper. I'm not sure what else I need to do, but will worry about that when and if the time comes.
I was reading some statistics, and was shocked to read that a chemo patient and a patient who doesn't take that route have exactly the same chances of life....what the hell? The more I read about, the more I wonder about our system. How can we be sure and what can we do to be heard. I have more questions than answers. I just want to be disease free, and if this works, I swear I'll share the information with whoever wants it.
On a lighter note, it will be a beautiful couple of days, and the best therapy for me is getting out there, doing some mowing, and plant some more in the garden. My onions are coming up and I planted some more peas. Seeing seeds coming up and starting to grow is just the best!