Never Stop

Life is good, kids are great, what more could a person want...I am relieved that my boy is working still, he's on the last rig, that hasn't and by the looks of it won't be shut down. He may not get overtime, but is working. I sure wish he lived closer, I miss him. I would love to be able to drop by his house, and bug him and his girlfriend! Elaine and Shirley stopped by yesterday, and we chatted. It was a nice visit. I am concerned for Shirley, she doesn't seem to want to fight anymore(she also has reoccurring breast cancer). She's tired, and all I wanted to do was shake her and say Never Stop! Never stop fighting, but I have been hearing this more and more, once the "system" is done with you, a person is drained...sucks the life outta you. It makes me soooooo angry, I just want to scream! I know I will never stop fighting, but I also know my fight is over. I just have to appease the "system" and everyone that thinks that it's the only way. I won't ever go back to the way I use to eat, and old bad habits....I honestly don't think I could. I like the way food tastes now, and the challenge of trying new things all the time. I'm slowly changing over products which I don't eat for more pure, organically grown,non refined, for the rest of the family. It is a little more expensive, but no one eats meat here anyway, so that makes up for it. No drive through, which saves a ton of money every time we go into Penticton. At least what they eat is a better choice of food, and that is the best thing I can do for them. I have that stupid song in my head...the weather outside is frightful......